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| ok so ya....itz been a while since ive updated my xanga...the last time i did it waz in december...but itz all good..not much has happened in the last couple of months..God is sooo good and thatz all i need to get by in life...He is soo awesome..and soo faithful..even wen at times im unfaithful, He's still there by my side..i love Him soo much....right now our church is doing a 40 day fast...and itz just been soo amazing...i love it soo much...i mean itz such a blessing and itz great to see these men of God come and preach us the word that we can reflect on for the rest of our lives....i think today is the 19th day...or 20th...maybe itz the 20th..newayz we're almost half-way done...but itz all good..God has been soo good to the entire church during the 40 day fast and i believe soon and very soon God is gonna be breaking yolks and bondages and He's gonna be doing the IMPOSSIBLE!!..our prayers durin this fast will be heard and maybe He wont answer them right away but i dont care cause i know my God will answer my prayers and I am willing to wait and be in faith and prayer...this past wkend tim delena had come and he gave such an amazing message...he talked about asking and receiving and how theres a whole lot of stuff between asking and receiving...i absolutely loved his message..especially alll the stuff he said about worship...i know anu waz just hollering at that one...doing my *clap fist fist SPIRIT FINGERS*(lolz)..and crossroads also performed....they are amazing!!!!.....good stuff..good stuff...i preached yesterday.....glad to see everyone enjoyed it..i felt very differently doing this message..itz like the Spirit of God was just in me and i can feel God's presence all over the place...Jimmy Jack didnt come yesterday..which wz kinda of upsetting..but benjamin uncle spoke..and people seem to enjoy his message...so ya...my nu nay waz sick :(...dude man...im praying that you feel better..u have to for ur concert :)!!!...lolz.....i wish i could come..but i doubt my parents will let me go..but ill be prayin for u and ur worship team like crazy..man i hope they come to church on that last wkend of the 40 day fast cuz i really want to see them perform..awesomeness..God is soo good...i cant say that enough..i mean i know the Lord is gonna be doing some amazing things durin this 40 day fast....He's shown me a lot of things during this fast...i gave up tv..and FACEBOOK!!!...but who cares about facebook(ok thatz a lie) but you'd be surprised on how much time i had to spend in His presence during all my "TV hours"..lolz...yes God is truly amazing...He has convicted my heart and thatz exactly what i need...He's allowed me to fast mostly everyday...well itz one meal a day and full blown on my off days but trust me...wen ur in God's presence, you wont even get hungry!!!...im glad for the girls at church who are soo supportive and fun to talk to and even if im not there for the whole week...im glad to see them durin the wkend cuz they just rock....so ya GOD IS SOO GOOD!!!..lolz...He really is...im living proof....I love Him soo much and better is one day in His courts then thousands elsewhere...PRAISE GOD!!! | | |
| ok its been a while since ive updated my xanga..itz like been like four months..lolz..the last time wrote was wen i waz talkin bout the NC trip..which waz like this past summer...so what has happened since summer ended??..hmm..well i dont know..ummm....I STARTED COLLEGE!!!..lolz..haha...but itz all good...i luvz college..i hated the commute and stuff but i can deal w/ it..cuz jenny showed me a shorter way..yes I MET A GIRL NAMED JENNY..which is weird cuz my name is jenny so wenever i refer to her or talk to her im like JENNY..and ya..itz very awkward..but ill live..hehe..i also met a girl name shiney..shez malu..so is jenny..lolz...im soo talkin like a lil girl here..hehe..but watever...ya...a decent amount of malu ppl go to LIU..which is weird for me..cuz usually im with like different races..most hispanics...hmm...college is going good for me...just a heavier workload then from high school..but i could keep in touch w/ all my highschoolers through something called facebook..all u college kids..i suggest u go on it..itz pretty great..but a great distraction as well wen ur doing work online..lolz...but ya...um wat else has happened lately...um..shibOO's wedding passed by...that waz fun...tera is a nice girl..and im glad that shez part of the family..the bus ride there and back waz soo much fun...but we were all knocked out on our way back..well everyone except shaina..she waz like wide awake....i did see her sleep at one point during cat in the hat..but the wedding was bootyful...everyone looked bootyful..tera...sheeba chechi and shaina..awesomeness..then there waz 3 hotties that kept me company...lisa...sheba..and julia..and omgosh..i think i have a huge crush on jessica..lolz..shez my baby cousin..I ABSOLUTELY LOVE HER!!!..shez soo adorable..i think i got attached to her way to quickly..i bet she doesnt remember me..she never knows my name...lolz...but itz all good..shebas bday passed as well..HAPPY SWT 16!!!...lolz..she rox my sox..haha...that waz fun..especially when shaina and sheba felll down in the end..i dont even know what happened there..but LISA I KNOW U HAD SOMETHING TO DO WITH IT (giving u my suspicious eye)..lolz..im kidding..oo and did i tell that im gonna steal shebas digital camera..itz soo cool..and cute..i absolutely love it..i want one!!...hmm wat else has been going on..much drama has been going on..but it is settled...and i thank God for it..cuz i hate having drama with ppl i consider close to me...um...life is good..and God is good...God has been good to me thus far..and my life is nothing without Him..this yr is almost about to end..this semester is almost about to end..man that waz fast..i got my classes for next semester...its crap on top of crap on top of crap..i hate it with pure passion..but i guess ill live...man this is one long entry..i guess this is what happens wen u dont update as much..so ya..justin i updated...haha...so itz all good...now i wont be updating for about another 4 or 5 mths..lolz..depends..maybe ill have enuff spare time during that long x mas break..so ill update then and bore u with my boring life..hehe...actually since college started my life is a lil bit more exciting..which is awesomeness..newayz i luvz ya all....YOU ROCK MY XANGEREENOS...peace out...byeeeeee
The Rules: The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic " 5 weird habits of yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a xanga entry about their 5 weird habits as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 5 people to be tagged and list their xanga IDs.
1. I laugh all the time especially in an obnoxious way. 2. I love any food that can make me fat. Healthy food is not an option for me 3. After I watch a karate movie, usually I like to act out scenes from it. 4. During baseball season, I usually taunt the yankee fans. Man does it feel soo good. 5. Usually when I'm talking on the phone, I'm the one thats talking the most cause I have a lot to say. (I have to stop that)
I tag Justin...Ashley..Shaina..and Lisa | | |
| itz been a while since ive updated my xanga...life is good..God is good..i went to NC this month and hung out w/ sharon, cheryll and yes even josh..i would post up pictures but im too lazy..so ha..lolz...but hanging out w/ sharon and the whole family waz just amazing..i mean having sharon laff at everything w/ me..and cheryll with her giggling and her screamin at the rollar coasters..and josh freakin out and gettin pisssed whenever we wanted to go on the rollar coasters...except for that one coaster that almost got us killed which josh seemed to loveee!!! i luv their house..itz soo amazing..and the amount of bugs that are in NC are just crazy..i mean their garden is infested w/ them..and then wen i went outside cheryll waz like why arent u wearing sneakers..my dad said that therez snakes out here..i waz like WAAATTT!!...lolz..man it waz just great...having those great talks w/ sharon and cheryll..it waz just sooo amazing..i mean i luv talkin to them..and i luv chillin w/ ppl who are down to earth and just great to talk to where the conversations dont REVOLVE around them..cheryll and sharon are my buttmunches...and yes..even josh...though he snores like crazy!!..and he does somethin else in the middle of the night that really wakes me up!!!..we also played taboo..which waz great..esp w/ cheryll as my partner...we rock..and we won!!!...and then there waz josh who threw a major temper tantrum durin monopoly..one of his many temper tantrums..but itz josh..so itz all good..i luvz him like a fat kid like cake..but i think josh would eat the cake before i got to it....lolz..im just kidding..but newayz i had a great time...stuffin myself w/ icecream and finishing like 3 boxes in like a day..haha..and watchin movies..and their church is awesome..all the lil kids are awesome and adorable..i luv them so much....but NC waz awesome..and i know God bought them there for a reason because he is truly amazing..and He will alwayz make a way...and the path that He leads you to may be somethin that u disapprove but in the end He remains faithful and alwayz knows watz best for you...newayz i luv God so much..for giving me bootyful friends and family..yesterday waz lisa's swt 16...it waz amazing..seein the family...and wen i say the family I MEANT THE WHOLE FAMILY minus shibu but i know he waz there in spirit..lolz..we should have put him on satellite..lolz..that would be funny...but the party was fun..i enjoyed it..leo waz hilarious..and lisa looked gorgeous...right now im at shainas house..sleepin over..goin to lancaster once again tomorrow w/ her church...thatz gonna be fun..her church girls are sooo awesome and fun...lisa is here too..we were roastin her yesterday..we were bringing out all her embarrassing moments..but theres more yet to come for her wedding..and next time lisa therz gona be PICTURES!!!!!!...i still luv ya though..this wkend waz also the convention...which waz a great blessing..Pastor Silva is such an amazing preacher..i mean he said a prophesy about my life...but God uses that man in an amazing way..i mean he wz like a messenger of God sent to our church that told us things that we needed to hear...God is soo good..and His spirit really worked thru me this wkend..im so glad that my dad took off cuz this convention waz just filled w/ God's presence and God's power..and to feel His power work through you and heal you and bring peace into your life is just truly amazing..I'm so fortunate to know Him..to have a God that heals me and protects me..i mean ive realized that many ppl out in the world have lost faith in God or just don't believe in God..and itz really upsetting..how there are many out there that have yet to know Jesus and how miraculous He is...i love God so much...He is sooo amazing..im so thankful to Him for all that He has done in my life...newayz right now im chillin w/ shaina and lisa..lisa is scratchin shainas back...and shaina is tellin her where to itch...and im here updatin xanga..hehe..so newayz me out..talk to ya later..luvz ya all...God is soooo good. | | |
| - Track 3: Smellin' CoffeeGOD IS SOO GOOD!!! I mean the amount of things that He has done for me this past week was just incredible...I'm so thankful to know Him and to have Him in my life...certain prayers of mine were answered last week and it just cleared my head a little...i mean ive been readin joel osteens bk YOUR BEST LIFE NOW...and the amount of positive things he said were soo true..i came to realize that this past week...i mean if you just BE STILL AND KNOW THAT GOD IS THERE, God will do the impossible in your life...there is no need to worry and there is no need to be afraid because when you have God in your life you have a sense of peace in your life and it is just amazing...well today i am fasting...and usually when i fast im soo hungry but i tend to realize that when you fast and just pray to God in his presence, your hunger will go away because God feeds you through His words...i mean Jesus is the living water...and one drink from Him and you will never ever thirst again..i mean its soo funny..when you're in God's presence just praying...the verses that you usually read in the bible doesnt mean anythin to you at first but if you just concentrate you realize that God is tellin a story through each of His verse...He is advising us and He is leadin us to do what is good...you know i have a lot of friends that dont even believe in God and they won't give God a chance but if they just rest in His presence and pray to Him, they'll be amazed on the amazing things that God can do in their life...i mean i'm a living proof...i practically wouldnt be here w/o my God...He has kept me safe thus far and i thank Him for that...being in His presence is such a wonderful feeling and nuthing can compare to that..you know these past few days i have been thinkin while i was gettin ready to go to sleep, what if i wake up tomorrow and God comes? will i be ready?...I mean there are so many things that i have yet to do and i WANT to do before God comes..so many ppl i want to bring to Christ...but its like God can come today or tomorrow, and then it will be too late..i realized I'm not a little kid no more..im growing up..i know the consequences of not having God in my life..and i know my mission as a child of God...i mean God truly loves me...not just me but He loves everyone..but i really must do my part to do His will...to do wat He wants...most of the time im scared and nervous but I know with God by my side anythin is possible..well i just wanted to take this time just to say how GREAT God is...He is just amazing...and NOTHING and NO ONE can change that...i luv Him soo much | | |
| - In the blink of an eyeso this wkend was the youth camp..and im tryin to figure out what outfit to wear..and no IM NOT GOING TO A FASHION SHOW!!..but hey a girls gotta look nice..so i tried on one outfit that i was ABLE to fit into last month..but somehow i was gaspin for air this time..so i waz like OKAY JENNY..ITS ALL GOOD..ITS JUST THAT ONE OUTFIT...so i tried on another...that i was able to fit into months ago..and when i tried it on..i could barely put it on..let alone take it off..so ya..ive come to conclusion...i have gained weight...so watz a girl to do about it...seriously..between me and all my xanga suscribers and those who just check my xanga for random..i have no idea how to lose it all...itz too hott to work out..im too hungry to eat healthy...so ya..im screwed...ah...i have been munching a lot...which is not good...and plus in this hot weather..i dont really go for water..but i go for the sugary kinda drink..like coke..then theres mangos..those of you who dont know...in the indian community...the one fruit that we buy durin the summer are mangos..and man are they great...like mango paradise...i can hear the hawaii music playin in the background..alohha...aloohhaa...ok ill stop now...but ya..so im gainin weight..sooner or later...by the time i get to the fridge ill be out of breath..thats not good..but i can deal..like in the nutty professor I CAN DO IT..I CAN DO IT..*stops to take a breath of air* I CAN DO IT....WHEW!!...so ya..the youth camp was amazing...scott crenshaw..he waz awesome..such a great man of God..God is soo good..i was able to take my "graveclothes" off and put on the garment of God's annointing...it was just a blessing...it made me come to terms w/ things..ive been holding out on God way too long..ive realized the mistakes ive made and have come to an understanding w/ them...and saturday night's meeting allowed me to open my eyes and just see God for who He really is..my relationship w/ God is nowhere near perfect..but now i know how i can change that..but sometimes i feel that ppl come to these pyfa meetings for the "experience"..i once did too..but its more then that..its changing your life for God..not just for that wkend because scott crenshaw just happens to be in town preachin to us..we dont go these meetings seeking an experience..we come seekin God..seeking a "feeling" is not worship..we come to these meetings to hear the word of God and adapt it in our hearts for the rest of our lives..its soo easy to be touched by the word...go to altar call..get a prayer from the guest pastor..but its so hard to just maintain that attitude for the rest of your life..yes once again im preaching..but in the end thats all i can do..its just my TWO CENTS(lolz) on this situation..but overall..i think the youth camp really did touch a lot of ppl..and it wasnt just scott crenshaw that touched us..it was God and His Holy Spirit..and to have that feeling upon u is just wonderful..this wkend was amazing..i wore a sari on sunday..felt purty..cuz most of the time i feel like crap..lolz..but i love God..He is soo good..neways im off to lose a couple of pounds..im very serious bout this..i really need to lose weight..need to jog a little and get this body of mine active..ah..i hate working out...though todays a good day to work out..its not that hott..so ya..newayz dudes and dudettes..like ryan seacrest sayz "Seacrest Out" im gonna say...VERGHESE OUT..though that sounds a lil gay..:) | | |
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